We are A good team Dude!

December, 2 2014

15 months. I can’t believe that ours are still being here until this day. We were not have any hopes actually, but the time shows us that we can create hopes in time they want to exist. We just go and trough this time as we are, you and i and we are both too. You didn’t give me any promises to be realized,while i hope to. I’m waiting for that hope together with the time which brings me to this stage with you. We did not create hopes, but those hopes which came after us. You have no any special things, but just being you is special for me, you treat me differently. I got shock at first, but then you trained me to understand that you are different indeed. I don’t know  what should i call those process, but i just got a new thing came to my life. Everything had changed. I’m new reborn. I feel like i’m a new of me. Is it good? I’m still don’t find the answer yet, but through this time, i know that it is something has to be appreciated.

15 months, yaaapp that the time i never expected before. As i sad before, we have no any goals for this kind of relationship. I mean, we just go through the process and don’t know what the end of it. The time answers my wondering along this process of believing, he changes in a good way. I know that there won’t be perfect in this world, but there will be an effort to be great. The standard of perfect will be different in every person, but now i know that i’m happy with you and that’s perfect to me.

Many things are bothering me and my mind. Some guys came after and try to change my mind. I ever get a temptation with that, but then unconciously, you are always making me back to walk in path that should be passed. You’re a nice guy recently, you treated me as yo should. I realize that we are not a perfect team in this way, but i believe that we will be a good team together.  Remember these days Dude, we don’t know when we will leave the days, but the memories we ever created will be eternal even when our soul has died. I never want to regret all of my past, but i’m always trying to say thanks to God that i’m here creating the memories with people who love me and care about me. You are great Dude, Happy anniversary for our UNEXPECTED RELAATIONSHIP. “I LOVE YOU” will not enough to being said to you, you just have to know that i’m always happy with you and i always want to live in hope with you...