It’s not a big deal

It’s not a big deal

At this time, i’m still alone at my room. I don’t wanna do anything right now. I can’t sleep, i can’t think about anything else except my recent stuff.it happened last night and yes, i slept at 3 AM and got up at 6 AM in the morning. I felt as freakish. I don’t know how my face at that time, and my feelings were so bad. I’m frustrated since then. I feel like i’m scared to meet them all. I didn’t something bad, i thought that it was not really bad, but it has effects, and it makes me don’t wanna see the day future.

I’ve been said sorry to her, she forgave me and that’s all. But No!!! It doesn’t stop there. There is something left behind after that. It’s like how the world will see me? I know that it is so pleonastic. But i can’t deny that i’m worried about that.

I couldn’t sleep well last night, cause those things disturbed my mind all night long. Until this time.

“ENJOY!ENJOY!ENJOY”

“She is not terrified as you think”

“PLEASE BE REALISTIC!!!IT IS NOT A BIG DEAL. IT IS ONLY A MISUNDERSTANDING”